200 things
about - me

* I want a dog named Dogwell Edgard St-Cyr. But it can wait.
* I have one sister and she is older.
* I love pretty dresses.
* I love scarfs.
* Coffee is humanity's redemption. But I'll quit some day.
* Water makes me feel safe. Be it in a bottle or in the ocean.
* I have a perfect vision.
* I want to be a teacher and a writer.
* I want kids. Not now, but I think it's part of the meaning of life.
* I am fluent in french. It's my mother tongue.
* I simply can't express feelings in french.
* I am generous.
* I hate to borrow library books. I have to buy them.
* I am not careful at all with my books.
* I am one of those who still buys cds. Loads of them.
* I hate money and what it means. I am often broke and never care.
* I need to marry a rich man.
* That was a joke.
* My perfume is Magnetism by Escada.
* My real hair color is blonde.
* I may never get back to being blonde. ( To my father's despair. )
* I have a tattoo on my left arm that says 'vingt et un des saules'
* My father still doesn't know about it.
* My mom died on July 31rst 2006.
* It was hard.
* And sad.
* But I got through it and now I'm a better version of who I was.
* She was strong.
* The last thing she said was 'You are the love of my life' to my dad.
* I didn't cry when she died.
" I didn't cry at the funeral.
* I don't believe in God.
* I believe in the greatness of human beings.
* I love nature. It soothes me.
* Vaness is my best friend because she has been there forever.
* Thelmy is my best friend because she holds my heart togheter.
* Amelie is my best friend because I adopted her as my little sister who knows best.
* Layelo is my best friend because she's lovely. In every way you can think of.
* My sister is my best friend because we share the same past.
* Phil and Jesse are my best friends because they are like brothers.
* Kathleen is my best friend because she works the hardest. And is a lot like me.
* Natasha is my best friend because she beats the odds.
* Dusten is my best friend because he manage to give me hope again.
* My dad is my best friend because he is my favorite teacher in the whole world.
* I love sculpture. I really, really do.
* Traveling is the ultimate gift of life.
* I love poetry.
* I used to h-a-t-e poetry.
* Being annoyed is my pet peeves.
* Taking the cold aside, I think Quebec might just be the best place to live.
* But they should open the door to English more.
* I'll knock on that door all my life if I can bring English to a couple of brains.
* I am almost always cold.
* I scare off easily but I'm working on that.
* I think fashion makes life less boring but shallower.
* I don't mind shallow people as long as they know and say they are.
* Most are just shallow and clueless.
* I could easily be an activist. I just didn't find a cause I want to fight for yet.
* I don't get rude people. What is their point?
* I love serene old people.
* I wish I was old.
* I think mushrooms and crêpes are the ultimate best food.
* At my worst, I get obsessive.
* I'm not a materialist, but I think pretty useless things can brighten a place or a mind.
* I am responsible and I get hard on myself when I act stupid.
* I am almost always stress-free.
* My soul is in Montreal, my heart in my hometown.
* The safest place in the world for me is at vingt et un des saules.
* I hate sharks.
* I love whales.
* I wish we could all have been born without hair.
* Thanks to society, I feel bad after everything I eat.
* I love to run.
* We should all smile more. To strangers, to family, to friends, to the mirror, while walking, after eating (haha).
* Smiling is the only physical demonstration that means the same in all countries.
* Better a 'fuck you.' than a smile that you fake.
* Fake smiles are what is wrong with this planet.
* If you ever faked a smile, you are part of the problem.
* God knows I'm part of the problem.
* I looove Craig Ferguson. He is witty and pretty.
* Toddlers are the cutest thing in the world.
* My father used to be a tobacco farmer. Now he grows industrial hemp. He also works with trouble kids.
* My father is my hero.
* I cheated alllll the time in highschool.
* I think baseball caps are pretty cheap compared to Sherlock Holmes' hat.
* I love big fluffy snowflakes and how everything is so quiet when it snows.
* My moto is 'you do what you can with what you have.'
* I am very lucky and always have been.
* We should drink at least one cup of green tea a day.
* I couldn't live without fiction.
* Kids should be freightless.
* Aging doesn't scare me one single bit. I long for it.
* We should read to kids from birth. It builds their mind with solid foundations.
* I don't hold grudges.
* People who hold grudges piss me off.
* There is too much relativity in perfection.
* I love to make stuff with my hands.
* I am shy.
* I am not happy. Not really, not truly, not yet.
* I know myself really well, that's my only real strength.
* I cut my own hair.
* I don't have my driver's licence.
* I love to be alone.
* There is nothing hotter than a guy with a shaved head.
* Maybe a shaved guy in a suit.
* My godmother is very intense. In a bad way.
* My godfather is gay and has AIDS.
* One of my aunt is in a sect in Mexico.
* I don't think diamonds are pretty.
* I like pearls, amber and emerald
* My favorite movies are Wonder Boys, The Science of Sleep, Fight Club, Moulin Rouge and Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. They all changed my life a little.
* I love sugar free ice tea.
* Goes the same for sugar free RedBull.
* I smoke pot.
* My favorite books are the Catcher in the Rye by J.D. Salinger and The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath.
* I like to cook.
* Margaret Atwood is awe-some.
* I don't like alcohol except white wine.
* I like to work.
* I have too many coats.
* My ipod is red and there's 'take a picture of my heart with you' engraved in the back.
* There is far from enough compassion in the world.
* Redemption's Son by Joseph Arthur and Afterglow by Sarah Mclachlan are the two cds that could bring me back to sanity if I ever go crazy. They are my safe cds. But not my favorite.
* I always wear two necklaces. One is a little silver tube on a black rope that holds my mother's hair. The other one is a little gold bird.
* My dad is too rational and I tend to be also. Though less and less.
* My sister is selfish but I got over it.
* Nail polish makes life more fun.
* I can make origami cranes.
* There is three bracelets I always wear. A round silver one that my mother wore almost all her life. A brown leather one that I bought in cuba. And a braided strings one of which Amelie has the same.
* Thelmy is the person that makes me laugh the most.
* If I wore my hair down, I would wear a lot of hats.
* Six Feet Under is the best tv show.
* James Dean is not overrated.
* Timbaland is.
* Britney Spears is the mirror of capitalism.
* I don't like medicine all that much.
* Grey's Anatomy is really overrated but still good.
* I have never had a cold sore.
* I hate meat.
* I had braces. Twice.
* I never broke a bone.
* When I sneeze, I almost always do three times straight.
* I miss my friends from Cégep. Especially Manu.
* Most people don't breathe the way they should.
* Chuck Palahniuk is a great modern writer.
* People with darker skin are prettier.
* I am white as the day is long.
* I used to ride the bus two hours a day to get to my highschool. That's when I really started to love to read.
* I love to witness friendship. Like, between two people I don't know.
* I throw all my pennies in fountains, I make wishes for everybody I know.
* Trees feel like grandparents to me.
* If you are weird but simple, I will like you.
* Only when I eat ice cream do I believe in God. and cows.
* I love witches and witches' laugh.
* I have been on three continents.
* I'm not good in sports.
* I haaaaaaaaaate hockey.
* Love is Hell by Ryan Adams brings sorrow back to me.
* My godmother though "emo" was "nemo" and the reason was they looked like clowns.
* Short stories are like kids, novels like parents and poems like born-dead babies.
* I like stories about orphans and school kids.
* Aquarium fishes are useless.
* My favorite seasons are Fall and Spring. Summer and Winter are too obvious.
* I would never dye my hair black.
* I love plants but I'm a bad plantsitter.
* I have an imaginary friend whose name is James. I have the same conversations with James than I have with Manu. That's why I miss him so much.
* My granny is the sweetest person you could ever meet.
* I am a bit of a kleptomaniac.
* I'm not very serious.
* Respect is my only value.
* I try to be a good friend and daughter.
* I like to lie.
* I like to be funny.
* I love airports.
* I walk slow.
* I have small feet and people mock them.
* I think I'm ugly.
* I love New York City and San Francisco.
* I wish I was raised on a ranch.
* I'd want a house near the sea.
* I love to watch tv but rarely do.
* I wouldn't mind living at night.
* There is something very sweet and true about early mornings.
* I love Jazz but know nothing about it other than I like it.
* New Orleans is plain charming.
* I'd love to live in the house i was brought up in.
* I often have no point at all.
* I never wear turtlenecks.
* I swear.
* I'm a little scared of the dark.
* And my basement.
* I never go to bed before twelve. And rarely before 2.
* I only sleep with feather pillows.
* The best investment is a good bed.
* I love ballerinas.
* I want to go to Russia really really bad.
* I'm eager to have my own car. But that won't happen before long.
* I played with Barbies until I was about fourteen.
* I hate to talk on the phone.
* I read everyday.



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listening
timber timbre

reading
tropic of cancer - henry miller

watching
la faute a fidel

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